Shin the Musician
Last update: January 6, 2024
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The recording, lyrics, and back story to "My Brain Is Too Small", a song I wrote and recorded in 1990.
Temptation!
No doubt about it, I love garage / estate sales. I have to be careful not to buy things that will take up too much space and re-clutter my house, but I’ve been good at that. Right now, I’m looking for a replacement or two for a couple of small, plastic chests that just don’t look good, especially the one in my kitchen. I don’t care too much about the looks of the ones in my laundry room, because laundry rooms are generally unseen by visitors. They just have to be functional, but still…
So I recently found myself at a local estate sale and poked my head in. I found no replacements for my existing low-class furniture, but my eyes were suddenly grabbed by a blast from my past. For a mere $75, I could walk away with a clarinet.
Clarinet was the first serious instrument I ever played. I was nine when I started. Before that, I’d had a plastic ukulele that I sat on, and a tonette, an instrument somewhat akin to a recorder and used to usher third-graders into the world of instrumental music. And I’d had a small tom-tom with an Indian… er… Native American head painted on it, but none of these really qualified as “serious”.
I remember learning clarinet really quickly at first, proving to be one of the better musicians in our fourth-grade band, but drifted to the middle of the pack as my desire to practice the instrument lagged behind the need. I chose clarinet because my dad had been a big Benny Goodman fan, though in retrospect saxophone would have been a better choice. It became much more popular than clarinet in the world of rock and roll.
My interest in clarinet continued to wane in junior high school until I was in the back row of four. My sister was playing violin, and had somehow had a conversation with the junior high band director, and the two apparently decided that I might be inspired by switching to oboe. The other oboe player was going to move on to high school the next year and a replacement was needed. I was loaned one an oboe and set about the task of learning. George (the other oboist) was really quite good and later became the principal oboist for the Nashville Symphony. I never developed skills anywhere near his, and reverted back to clarinet for my sophomore year before giving up on it altogether. I simply found it impossible to sing while playing either of these two instruments.
I then tinkered with flute for a few years when a dear friend’s parents gifted her with a high-end flute which she played at the college level. She plays flute in a community orchestra to this day. I put flute aside, but then decades later picked it back up and showed off my skills playing Canned Heat’s “Going Up the Country” in my rock and roll band. I then picked up sax and got to the point where I could have played it publicly. It turns out that if you can play any of the these four woodwinds (clarinet, oboe, flute or sax) it’s not too difficult to learn the others. But I find I have no venue for either flute or sax (which I still possess) and my interest in them is waning.
But now I looked wistfully at the instrument, neatly separated into its five familiar component pieces, each tucked in its own space in the case which so resembled its predecessor back when I owned one. It looked like a shelter pet, looking at me with such sad eyes, begging me to take it home.
But I could easily see its fate. I’d likely find it needed $300 of work to make it playable again, and even if I could resuscitate it, I’d lose interest within a month. My first clarinet probably set my parents back twice the money this one was being sold for, and that was about 64 years ago. It might have been perfectly good, but it’s just not that popular an instrument. Still, I was tempted to connect with my past. A clarinet case, after all, takes up very little space, and $75 really wouldn’t be much for such a memory.
In the end, my common sense won out. I took one last look, made my way out the front door with neither small chest nor clarinet in hand, and went on with my life. No regrets.
The video, lyrics, and back story of the song I wrote and performed for my retirement party in 2006.
On Star Trek, Mr. Spock once said that "having is not so pleasing a thing after all, as wanting. Yeah, good point.